today went rather well. woke up at 6:49. exactly, cos i snoozed my alarm twice. hehhh. i thought, why do i have to go to schoooool? i want to sleep and laze around. and then i thought. no, God has given and saved me for a purpose. then i went to school. during recess, hearing poeple say, "shut your ass" and laughing and joking about it just seemed so wrong. God gave us a tongue for a reason, and i can be sure its not to swear or curse. then i though. how many of them know Jesus? even KNOW the Name. i dont think many know.

and i thought once again. what can i do? and besides pray, i really don't know what i can do. then i thought about me being a testimony. am i a good one to the non-believers? is Jesus the centre of my soul, or are there things that have taken over Jesus? i'd say the latter. take today for example. i didnt do a part of my math book, and i just copied off andrea & jolin as mrs ong was going through. and yeah, i was like "hengggggg ah, mrs ong never see" for like, 3 seconds. after that the rotten-ness set in and you know the worst part? i didnt even tell mrs ong that i copied.

its time for me to stop doing that. its time i put Jesus Christ first in my life. so that He'll be Lord over me and every aspect in my life. and my life will be about Him. WWJD? in my situation, i think He would've told mrs ong that He didnt do His HW. yeah.

take me, mould me, use me, fill me
i give my life to the Potter's hands