school officially starts tmr!

i'm excited! hahaha.

prayer requests. if anyone of you see this that is.

1. strength and courage to do the right thing this week
2. dicsipline to study and do HW.
3. health, so i don't miss out on school
4. a good attitude
5. mercy, so mrs ong doen't kill me.

TY, TY.

hehh hehh, byebye.

[edit]

"uhh, mrs ong. i'm really sorry for not telling you before, but (flips open math book) i didnt do my work and i copied."

AH, I'M GOING TO DIE TMR!

but die or not,
i'm going to do it.

can't help but feel upset

no matter how much i try to say things are alright, inside i know things aren't. today i just felt like breaking down and just crying. but then, that would've been too weird, wouldn't it. the temptation to just succumb to the "mental judging" was quite big, but then again, nothing's bigger than God. which is something i'm quite thankful for :D

a heavy burden weighed my heart all day and is still. and no matter how hard i try to forget everything and just delete it from my memory, i couldn't. i can't face the people i would've been so casual with, and i just can't help but think, how much does he/she know about me?

i'm going to skip the part where i say "i'm going to state some random statements", because i am not being random. not today.

1. i may whine, but its not to get attention.
2. i do not pout.
3. i do not like anyone. feels like the millionth time i;m saying this.
4. i'm getting quite pissed off, honestly.
5. they got me good. hope they're happy now.

any idea whats wrong with xanga?
:\ i can't acess it.

but never mind, blogger works just as well! without the super cute emonicons, that is.

:D HEEEEE,
i'm off to watch Jesus camp again.

{much later}

):<
typically pissing.

1st you say must study hard and when i say i'm going for tuition with aunty shelly tmr, you say, "no" then i use my everning computer and watch a movie, you say cannot, cos its not a show, its a movie. -.-? then what i do. and its not like i didnt study and do my work! and its not like i didnt initiate tuition! this is getting no where. and i have no idea if i'm going for tuition.

"don't you give up"

okay, byebye people.

today went rather well. woke up at 6:49. exactly, cos i snoozed my alarm twice. hehhh. i thought, why do i have to go to schoooool? i want to sleep and laze around. and then i thought. no, God has given and saved me for a purpose. then i went to school. during recess, hearing poeple say, "shut your ass" and laughing and joking about it just seemed so wrong. God gave us a tongue for a reason, and i can be sure its not to swear or curse. then i though. how many of them know Jesus? even KNOW the Name. i dont think many know.

and i thought once again. what can i do? and besides pray, i really don't know what i can do. then i thought about me being a testimony. am i a good one to the non-believers? is Jesus the centre of my soul, or are there things that have taken over Jesus? i'd say the latter. take today for example. i didnt do a part of my math book, and i just copied off andrea & jolin as mrs ong was going through. and yeah, i was like "hengggggg ah, mrs ong never see" for like, 3 seconds. after that the rotten-ness set in and you know the worst part? i didnt even tell mrs ong that i copied.

its time for me to stop doing that. its time i put Jesus Christ first in my life. so that He'll be Lord over me and every aspect in my life. and my life will be about Him. WWJD? in my situation, i think He would've told mrs ong that He didnt do His HW. yeah.

take me, mould me, use me, fill me
i give my life to the Potter's hands

Jesus Camp.

youtube, GV. a must watch. really.

CHICKEN,
you have no idea.

i do not pout and whine at your groupie. i'm ashamed to share my name with you.

respect and privacy?
STOP CLUCKING.

i dont get you.

and know what?
i dont like number which ever.

sickening,
how you think you know everything about everyone.

ever stop to think that maybe your little chicken brain could've gotten things wrong?

maybe not.

yeah, i thought so too.

KFC, anyone?

today!



i slept at 1am, woke up at 6:20am! i thought i was bad enough, but then i heard that joshua(both) slept at 3am and woke up at like 6+ and ng too and i was like :o wow. went for rehersal, and we played Jesus we celebrate Your victory, and it was superrrr fast! i played until my entire wrist cramped up, and then we took a break while aunty cat was speaking to us, then i flicked my wrist and i was like OUCH. it was like, underneath and really really painful when i played! ): and it still hurt when the real worship came, i was like, Jesus help my wrist. and He did :D during the slow songs it was fine. just that i was super blur and forgot the pause at the chorus. HEHH. and then i dont know why, but during worship i felt really scared. i realllllly don't know why, but yeah. ): i'm scared.



anyways. i went down to YBs and stoned a bit, did science, listened to joshua simon's ipod with the other joshua, then went to greenridge with jerrold, joahua and joshua! and it started to rain and we only had 2 umbrellas then jerrold and me shared one and he was soooo tallll! so the umbrella was so high up too. bought our stuffs then went back to church. watched a bit of 200 pounds of beauty then went for dance.

GO SQUARES! :D :D

then me and hannah bussed down to plaza sing to eat and get daddy's card then took the shuttle to tiong bahru to return cds then bought some. i tell you they were CHEAP. a cinderella story at normald cd shops would sell it at probably $10 now or $12, but at vid. ezy, it was $4! :O HEHEEEEE. mummy and daddy dont know. ssssssshhhh :p

okay
off i go.

TO XANGA LAND!

i like having my bestfriend back :)

thank you, you-know-who!
you may think you didnt do anything,
but yeah, you did.

:D

A is for all You've done for me
R is i really do believe
I is for inside where you breathe
S in the Son who set me free
E is for everything You are my Lord my God my King by far

Let God arise
in you and me
arise
in unity
arise
let God arise

):< I'M ANGRY! and irritated.

i'm so sick and tired of daddy sms-ing to tell him my study plans and what not. ROAR, GO BUG HANNAH LAH. she hasn't studied one bit since school ended. and me? i do work everyday, just to hear a "thats not good enough". not good enough then i dont do lah. and i told you aldy, i want to drop chinese. its a bloody waste of my time. ROARRRRR.

and then! the dog food is hannah responsibility, and when the man comes to deliver, she was long awake, but in bed reading. me on the other hand had already woken up and did my work. so along comes the man, and then i tell hannah to go settle it, she goes, "can you go? i just woke up." THATS NOT AN EXCUSE. and i say, "its your responsibility". and then she goes "only mine?" and i say, "yeah! the dog food is your responsibility!" and then she goes to the door, and says again, "eunice can you go? i'm not even dressed." and i'm like, "no". if she knew the delivery was coming today, she could've changed and gotten everything ready right? and when i said no i wouldnt help her, she was like "bitch".

LOOK WHO'S TALKING RIGHT.

then i went down to buy lunch, then halfway, i got a call from her saying "mummy ask me to ask you to buy fried bee hoon" then i say ya bye. (cos that was my mother's order, and she told me not to buy hannah's if she didnt call and tell me what she wants) so i didnt buy for her, then when i reach home, she goes, i though i asked you to buy mine? then i was like, where got. then she was like, got! and i was like, WHERE GOT. you only said mummy asked you to ask me to buy(those were her exact words) and then i was watching TV,then mummy's like off it. then i was like, why? then she's like, i dont want. i really felt like screaming I WANT. then mummy asked me if iw anted vegetables, i said no. hannah told me she had and asked me if iw anted, i said no. i went to the kitchen to throw away my lunch stuffs and mummy;s like, "you dont have to be so unfriendly" and i'm like i didnt do anything. which is true. i didnt start this whole thing. it was irresponsibility on hannah's side. and now everyone's normal again and like, its frickin annoying. hannah's talking to me like i'm human again, and i'm like, ohyeah, so i call you retarded you make a HUGE deal out of it. you call me bitch and i'm just supposed to la-de-da along with you?! i dont work that way. just dont talk to me in hopes that i'll completely forget about it. because i wont until you say the big word that starts with an S, ends with a Y and has ORR in between.

bug off everyone, or i'm going to start spraying.

and _ says.

its not up to us to decide who to forgive

how true.

:D

HI

i finished my work for today! :D :D and later on we're going maid hunting. hopefully this maid will work out. HEHH. hm. yup.

on a completely different note.

they're extremely funny. hehh.

only i know what i'm talking about. and maybe my sister too.

i used my upper-body strength today!

xD

if blogger co-operates, there will be loads of pics here. if not, go to my xang.

nah, dont feel like it. so yup if you want to see what my sis & i were up to at changi village hotel, go to my xang.

HEHH.

HI

I THINK LAPTOPS ARE BETTER THAN PCs THOUGH THEY DONT ALLOW ME TO PLAY SIMS2NIGHTLIFE HEHHHHHH.

they allow me to lie down flat on my back and use them, which is exactly what i'm doing. i think justice pao is a very boring show with men wearing dresses and sporting weird, weird beards and long, long hair.

i want to do this forever.

have i ever said that i hate chinese?

): chinese is making me upsety! ruin my mooooood.

and today's a lovely day! its just that its the holidays, and i can't freely use the computer nor watch tv nor play the piano, and i'm stuck at home doing homework. and i have been doing chinese for 1hour! and i'm not done with the test paper.

GRR.

and i feel like moving house. like to somewhere QUIET, that has a BIG LAKE, so i can kayak and stuff, that has lots and lots of GREENERY, and lots and lots of FRESH AIR, somewhere PEACEFUL. some where like NEW ZEALAND! :D

cheena is making me go bonkers, really.

I THINK I'VE BEEN RATHER PRDUCTIVE! :D

i did 6 qsns of math and 1 chinese paper. okay, maybe not very VERY productive, but productive enough! i'll be doing math later anyways. so yeah, i'd like to think i'm doing quite well! :D :D :D

okay, i need to get ready now.

BYE

I'M DONE WITH CHINA!

todays bit, at least, which is a p5 paper. i've still got english and science to do. i did math aldy. yup.

okay.

i shall have no life now.

byebyes

YOU KNOW WHAT(:

i think joanne peh & the hot guy from the 9pm chinese serial drama are very cool. :D

VAVAVOOM!
(okay, i have no idea why i just said that)

i'm going to cheer myself up with the words of mother goose and the memories of charmaine the hare.

euncie don;t cry! you must be brave and strong!

PERFORMANCE VS MINISTRY

performance says, "Look at me"
ministry says, "Look at Jesus in me"

performance loves the glory.
ministry gives the glory to God

performance leaves you empty
ministry fills you up

performance lasts only a short while
ministry is eternal

the world loves performance
the world needs ministry

winner?

MINISTRY, HANDS DOWN. :D

OMS I'M GOING CRAZYYYY.

i've been on the con since like, 9 this morning. :\ what a way to spend my day right. i'm setting a minimum of 1 and a half hours of work per day. :D YAY.

I DONT WANT TO STUDY!

and i think the char siew rice mum's friend bought is seemplee deeleeceecous

:D

BYEBYE.

HI.

this post better be posted on my site, cos its gna be loooong. i think. maybe not?

I DONT WANT TO STUDY TODAY.

i want to play sims 2 nightlife. all day! :D fun fun. and i want to watch TV and use the com and have quality time with my piano. sighhh. i dont get the schools. they say its the holidays but they give us so much homework.

?!

okay. byebye. i feel like going over to xanga now.

:D

BLOGGER IS BEING RETARDED!

something that makes sense. :D

if the congregation leaves at the end of the service saying that the worship band (or the whoever) was great today, then the worship band has failed. If they go home saying that the worship was great then the band has succeeded

the fine line...

(:

I WANT ICE CREAAAAAAMMMMM.




delicious. like, simply.

PICTURES! :D

(at my xanga. xD)

HELLO!

SHREK3 WAS VERY VERY FUNNYYY! and i think i've changed my mind about ACS(B) guys. LOL, they're quite amusing, really.

amusing thing #1:
i was waiting for rendall & co to come "fetch" me to cathay at the entrance of plaza sing, where i could smell the subway sandwiches. and then suddenly i heard 3 voices, and they were like, bickering among themselves, then one in green was like, "aye, your friend" then rendall didn;t hear, then the one in green was like, "AYE, YOUR FRIEND LAH!" then he STILL didn;t hear, then he was like, walking away, then the one in green was like "AYE! YOUR FRIEND!" and then i was like "aye, rendall!" then he was like. "huh? OH!" LOL!

amusing thing #2:
after that, we walked like, 3 steps, then rendall was like, "aye, nah you want to eat right?"(points to subway) and then the one in braces said, "don't want lah, very crowded!" then they walked 3 stpes, and the one in braces said, "aye, i want to take cab lah, i very tired" then i was thinking: i don't quite follow the train of thought here. are we going to eat or take a cab to cathay? and whats the point of taking a cab when you can get to cathay walking in like, 10 minutes tops? yup, but we went to yoshinoya in the end. they ate. i walked around and found...

amusing thing #3:
ACTION CITY and the little booth shop that sold all the little animal stuff. I LIKED THE GIRAFFE STUFFED TOY! haha, it was sooo cute.

amusing thing #4:
rendall's company are really really pro at choosing seats mannnn! no joke. the ticket counter person was like, "would this be okay?" then the one in braces was like, "no no, 1 row down" the one in green said, "take that one(the seats the lady at the counter suggested) lah!" then the one in braces was like, "no lah, the people will kick our seats lahhh." and i was expecting to have to crane my neck to watch the movie since we were quite front-ish, but NO! i had a perfect view of the screen and it wasn't too bad. at comfortable view. AND AND AND! i could put my legs up without irritating anyone, cos there was no one in front! :D

amusing thing #5:
the guys love to play lan. whatever that is. LOL. before AND after the movie. like, wow.

I HAD A REALLLY GOOD TIME! and got cheered by all the really amusing things the guys pulled. LOL. :D HAHA. OH! and

amusing thing #6:
i took bus 124 like THREE TIMES today. 3! can you imagine? lucky it wasn't the same driver. LOL, that would have been weird.

LOL, and i think i pissed rendall a little bit by going down again to buy drinks cos he had to like, wait for me alone, cos his friends didn't want to wait too. but i guess things are still okay. LOL. & I GOT TO KEEP THE TICKET STUB. :D

amusing thing #7:
despite a DIGITAL CLOCK, i can manage to go out of the house at the wrong time and reach my destinations at the wrong time. x.x I'M A GONER WITH NUMBERS, REALLY.

amazing thing #8:
the one with braces thinks he's tall! LOL, and he's like the height of my shoulder.

*

today has really been WEIRD. sad, then happy.
i think i would stay happy.
there's no point of being sad, is there?

what can i do about it anyways
demand the come back?

NAH.

i'd release(no that i own them) them to do God's work in Canada
yep, i think thats a worthy-er cause.

:D

SONG SONG! :D

JESUS IS LORD

Jesus is Lord
Behold the King of kings
Exalted high
The Name above all names

I sing His praise
The Lamb upon the throne
Who reigns in Glory
Power and Majesty

This is my God
Behold His hands and side
The wound of love
That healed my brokeness

What God is this
What kind of sacrifice
Would give so much
To gain a loveless soul

For me to live
Is Christ to die is gain
For Christ has died
That I may gain His life

He is my all
My joy my righteousness
My hope of Glory
When He comes again

Yes suddenly
My Gos shall come again
And every knee shall bow
Before His name

And He shall reign
Forever on the throne
And in His Glory
I shall proclaim

Jesus is Lord
Jesus is Lord
Jesus is Lord
Jesus is Lord

HI

sending viv&jan off was sad! i mean, viv&jan were like crying when they were checking their passports and i was like, oh no. ): saddd! after sending them off we went to macs! :D and i think ng's strawberry book is very very amusing! :D HA. the strawberry subject. xD after eating we trained down to city hall and the ride was very very noisy but it was fun! HAHA, and there hannah was saying she was glad she wasn't standing with jan cos she had her peace & quiet. HA, whatever. then i took bus home, and then hannah went guitar shopping with the rest. yup. and later on i'm gna watch SHREK3 with rendall & co. and no, it isn't a rendovous. -.- nor is it sweet. or anything. i'm seriously gna get a boyfriend for her like, soonish, so she can stop bothering me. aye no wait. then she won't have any time do do my hair and bother me. no no no, not fun aldy. :D i think i'll keep my sister. HAHA.

:D okay. it hink i shall go now.
byebye!

its okay to cry(:

HI.

once i reached home it wasn't so bad. :D ytd was good, today was good but sad! ):

today is day 364! tmr will be day 365. ):

byebye, vivienne!
you'll always be my favourite WL to be teamed with, and you're a greaaaat pianist! & i'll miss youuuuu!

i can't believe they're leaving TOMORROW! like, the airport, suitcases, planes make everything more...

real.

byebye, janelle!
you're one great 12 year old, seriously. and intercessorer girl! & i'll miss you alot too! ): no more iSOW-ing nor ARISE-ing with you anymoree! ):

we prayed for them today. hehh, at the chaple. had a good time... sorta. LOL.

AND CRAZY TAXI IS REALLYYY FUN!

LOL, gideon let me play on his laptop and me & ethel were like, screaming like mad. the taxi was really crazy. oh no wait. WE were crazy.

^^

i don't want tmr to come!