i dont feel like studying.

but i have to.

or i'll have to sit tjrough a lecture and i may not be able to go for POTC on mon.

so i'm doing english.

:D

i don't want to study today ):
i feel awful. ):

but then again! movie-ing with rendall & my sis(i think) on monday! after sending viv & janele off. so i get cheered up. a little?

): 3 more days till they fly off.

my throat is very.
:\

i want to eat more LOS ANGELES!

): but i don't want to over dose.

wait. you can;t over dose from lozenges right.

oh yeah.

THE PAST 2 DAYS HAVE BEEN AWESOME.

sonic edge ytd was loud at 1st and the wrist band was really tightttt! ): so i didnt really enjoy the 1st part. but then the last part, when you actually worship and not spectate, its much much better. GOD MAKES THINGS BETTER! yay! :D i liked the encores :D and the guitarist with the glasses let hannah strum! LUCKYYY! haha, but blame me lah, i didn't wanna bust my hearing. HEHHH. korkor gideon and erika looked very *COUGH COUGH* last night. HAHAHA. and er, happy figuring out what korkor means, cos it definately does not mean bigger brother. HAHA. bussed & walked home. slept at 12, woke up at 4:48! ): i couldn't sleep. hehh. then i fell asleep again at 5:21, woke up at 6:22. YEAH, I'M BEING VERY PRECISE :D

showered, ate, packed, left. reached church 1/2 hr early. :\ killed a liiiittle time @ 7eleven. went to buy milk! and then when i walked into church, i thought the security guard asked, "where are you going?" and i said, "chapel" then when i was in the lift, i realized he was saying "good morning"

(x

HOHO. then JN came and then bummed a bit. and then he told me that his guitart case inside was made of monkey fur and i was like WHAT?! he was being sarcastic. just took me a looong time to figure that out. then we went into the chapel, and i nearly fainted when i heard that we were gna sing 31 songs. LOL. it wasn;t that much lah. i had a good time with God. but when aunty beno talked about the gdop thing, i had to admit, i'm not sure either. shan't elaborate. or rather, CAN'T. :D HA. i thought my sharing was rather... cluttered. but its okay, God'll make sense of what He said, :D then lunched, then played games! FUN FUN FUN MAN! we played chase the space, fruit bowl and dog & bone. I LIKED FRUIT BOWL! :D STRAWBERRIES! though i have to admit, JN being a strawberry is funnyyyyyy! and dog&bone was great too! playing bearfoot is fun. HEHH. then played for closing, cos aunty cathrine left aldy. didn;t go too badly, considering the 15 minute rehersal we had. :D and then after the program ended, we wrote farewell letters to viv&janelle, and josh&gio wroteee! HOHO. we were being super retarded decorating their COUGHlovelettersCOUGH with CHOUGHvery appropriate decorCOUGH. we're evil. (;

&!

WT SCHED IS OUT!

i like my team! :D

to learn how to love
to learn how to live in peace

HELLO(:

i'm watching catdog right now. i haven't watched it since i came back from australia! and thats a good 4 years 5 months. <3 catdog is funny! :D HAHAHA!

and green tea with a little bit of strawberry-kiwi snapple tastes yummyyy! :D i know where to get snapple for like, half the cafe prices, but i'm not going to tell you! :D my sis & i are sworn to secrecy. xD riiiiight.

Laid aside Your majesty
Gave up everything for me
Suffered at the hands
Of those You had created

You are the only One who died for me
Gave Your life to set me free
So i lift my hands to You
In adoration.

i must say, i hate those kind of people.
they ruin my mood and make me figgin scared.

):<

and i'm like, where did i go wrong.

yeah,
guess i can't really defend myself.

but whatever.
a girl for you.

not emo, nor zi pi or pi zi.

SMILE!

HELLO WORLD.

i need to do my work. but i don't want toooo. ): i want to go out. ytd was very fun! I LOVE MY SISTER. HEHH. we're crazy people. we were taking 190 to bras basah to eat at the kopitiam, but then we passed by plaza sing and i was like "you want cold noodles?" and hannah was like, "ya" and i was like "the bus just passed plaza sing" and she was like "no" and i was like "yes" and she was like "ayeeee" and i was like "never mind we can walk back from the bras basah bus stop" and hannah was like "ya, lose a few, gain a few". HOHOHOOOO! walking back was fun, i must say. we passed SOTA, the movie building and some other things. HAHA. and we shopped for a while. a short short while. :D i'm glad we left church right after duty. and we got home, then we left T 3:30. AND RWACHED KALLANG AT 4:19. waited for the shuttle bus, then we rached the stadium about 1 hr early. but we took 15 minutes to find where we were sitting, and by that time it was 5. ee lin came early too! hehhh.

yup. the rest is at my xanga.

byebye!

HI.

I CANT WAIT FOR GDOP!

yay yay yay! :D :D i think hannah & i will reach there super early. HOHO, we're leaving in about... 1 hour 8 minutes. i'm going to do some stuffs then check my backpack again later on to make sure i have everything, then go!

WHEEE.

& NG, I'M NOT WALLOWING IN SELF PITY OR EMO.

oh! and ytd when hannah was in dance i was hanging around, and then i was tricked and tricked and tricked and tricked! by the magician joash. and then during dinner toooooo.

not funny. but i shall prove that i don't wallow in self pity.

:D

SMILE!

HI.

i leave in about 15 minutes time. i have tuition. then i'm going to the library. then i'm going to meet ethel. & i'm having the sneezies.

bleah.

BUT! WT R&R is in 5 days time! :D :D

& i'm playing again tmr! LOL and jon said he;s tentatively playing tmr too. and i still don;t get what that means. & hannah's BVing tmr. and then there's GDOP tmr. so. after duty then go lah. right? :D

yeah, genius.

my upper body strength

xD

HI.

here my sister is again, lazy bum.

"nooooo, you do, i'm aching all over."
"nooooo, you do, i'm very tired."
"nooooo, you go, i'm just to unhelpful to do it" i think thats what she means.

you know what? i'm tired too.

YOUR TURN.

& is this it?

eunice has a big decision. and i don't know what to do with it. yeah, pray. i feel silly, you know? not turning to Jesus when this decision is about Him. i've got nothing to lose, loads to gain. but then there's always this uncertainty. i'm not saying that i'm totally giving up or anything, but. its scary when your future depends on a "yes" or "no", you know? like, will i be able to catch up with everything? will i be able to fit in at _? it will be a completely new environment, and everything will be new. tougher. plus _? doesn't that sound scary? plus if i want to socalled secure a place, i've got to work like no one's buisness. i'm talking 3 grades in half a year! & everything with PSLE and WT and it just seems really... challenging. but lookie here. its what i want to do. & i'm pretty sure its what God wants me to do. but then i don't want to throw my grades away, but taking _.

ah, i'm stuck.

LIN QIN JIE,
BU YAO FANG QI
PLEASE!
YAO YONG GAN DE MIAN DUI TA.
YING WEI SHI ZHI DE DE.

Illumine my direction,
O Lord lead the way.

eunice don't cry! you must be brave & stong!

more than conquerors through Him.

HI.

i'm not going to be discouraged. eunice will not. will not. WILL NOT! :D

*

today school was rather boring. I GOT MY GREEN BF! AND PINK! ^^ charmaine still owes me the rainbow one. :D :D

*
sorry i'm not focusing well today. eunice will not give up! eunice will study and get a kick ass score and get into _! WHEEE. & then do my AHEM, work. there is like... about 5% chance of getting in. & you know what. i'm going to say smth.

eunice will work!
eunice will not be afraid of falling cos it means she got high enough!
eunice is not afraid!

Romans 8:7
No, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him who loved us.

HI.

ITS POSSIBLE!

see here!

in the absence of the qualifications stated above, a pass in both the written selection test and practical audition on an instrument (e.g. piano, rebab, erhu, sitar) conducted by the selecting school.

THANKYOU UNCLE DANNY. & thankyou daddy! & thankyou mrs ong! for telling me, that is. hehhh. i'm gna study hard like hannah doesn't even know hard. hannah-who-is-a-st-marg-robot-and-hannah-who-studies-like-one.

but still right,
i dont think i'm smart enough for _, _, _ or _. ee, but _ is is like SAP, and i cant speak chinese for nuts. really. even the really cheap thumbs-up-on-the-packaging ones.

HAHA, you go find out what the underscores stand for lah. you so clever right, stalk me until you found this blog. HOR HOR HOR.

& i think i'm going crazy. i told hannah that _ was definately going to accept me in to their prog cos i'm CHIO!

HOHO, WISHFUL THINKING, EUNICE.

yep, eunice has lost it.

<3bf!

HI.

game expo-ing was okay. crazed with charmaine!

OMS, they're worlds apart.

i love my charmaine!
& i love our bubble friends!

:D :D

YAY.

HI.

mrs ong made sense today. HOHO. about limiting you call & computer time.

applies for me, i guess.

HAH.

AADC!

^^

WT R & R! :D

renew & refresh, by the way. ^^ i just love this WT. eunice is a buys girl this june hols. (: i'm happy.

27/5- GDOP
31/5- WT R & R
4/6- Viv & Janelle leave ): ): ):
20/6- school
21/6- school
22.6- school
24/6- youth sunday

& studying in between everything.

Lord to give up i'd be a fool

WO BU FANG QI! :)

HELLO.

ytd was a bad day. :\ for JD worship, jon & i switched cables, so the sound thing labeled "guitar" was actually mine, and "piano" was actually his, & because charmaine came late, she didn't know, and uncle cedric didn;t tell her, and during woship she wanted to turn the guitar up, so she turned "guitar", but then she turned mine up, and then she wanted to turn the piano down, so she turned "piano", turning jon down. and the 2nd keys were hardly hearable, so it SOUNDED like only the 1sy keys & drums were playing, and everything was just so. -.-y. and then vivenne's and janelle's farewell, and then i came home. 3 bad days in a row. hehhh.

today was good, i guess. charmaine is going to buy bubble friend for me! she's going to buy 2 different types. ^^ WOOH, HARE! <3 i want to go tot he library. i'm craving nancy drew!

WOOOOHH!

eunice is happy.

HI.

i'm in a better mood now. ^^ yay! :D HAHA. i've got verses!

Acts 1:8
But you will receive power when the Holy Spirit comes on you; and you will be my witness is Jerusalem, and in all Judea and Samaria, and to the ends of the earth.

Lord,
You control the waves, You control the tides. Should a big one come to Singapore, i want to be still and know You are God. I want to be still & know that i'm being watched over by a MIGHTY God. Lord, give me peace. I want to be able to sleep at night, and not be afraid because You, Lord are with me. Lord i want to experience the joy & peace i had in iSOW again. i want it to last forever, Lord. I know i'm not the best Christian, strengthen my relationship with You. Father i pray for my family, keep them safe. they're one thing i love alot, and i;m not ready to lose them. I sound emo, but Lord, I'm scared. I'm very scared. Lord, fill me up with you love, joy, peace, faith. I pray for perserverence with my studies, and i pray for patience with my friends and i pray that i will not back-slide.

IN THE NAME OF JESUS,
FEAR BE GONE!

& friends, i'm sorry.

i swore i knew the melody
that i heard you singing
and when you smiled
you made me feel
like i could sing along

but then you went and changed the words
now my heart is empty
i'm only left with used to bes
and once upon a songs

true friends? yeah, friends.

i'm sick of being labeled the gullible, innocent little girl.

i've got a brain, and i'm going to stand up for me.

you know what, friends? you may not even know i'm talking about you, but you know what? there's one thing as point blank as point blank gets. I DON'T CARE.

you want to treat me like rubbish, go ahead. you should never have told me about the gathering in that case. stop thinking that you know me very well, because you know, friends, you don't even scrape the tip of the ice berg. stop trying to force guys onto me, friends, saying "i know who you like" and whisper whisper whisper in attempts to provoke me, because, friends, i'm going to stop falling for that incredibly low act. for the last time, friends, i don't like anyone. because, friends, i haven't got the time, and i'm really not interested, and i don't like to compete especially when i know i'm going to lose. it is getting really pissing. how would you like it if i, friends, whispered to my friends whenever you talked to your supposed crush? how would you feel, friends, if i went around, ruining your friendships with people whom you really do treasure?

NONE of you, friends, are worth my tears, worth my sleepless nights, worth the emotion sad.

JESUS LOVES YOU.
aren't you grateful?

eunice is tired. & i have only completed predator cards. i need to complete the armour cards. which includes coloring 47 cards and writing 50 p4 standard qsns. i'm gna get ethel and gifford to help me tmr. :\ i can't do it.

eunice is overloaded & overloaded.

today is not my day. really. but tmr i'm meeting my bestestestests! thats not really cheering me up. i have to sleep at dont know what wee hour tonight and wake up at some hour of 5 AM. and i'm so pressed for time, i'm actually crying real tears. and then i have to listen to some crap about planning my time, and then i actually get questioned when i do? like, where's the sense in that? and you ask me to do smth, then snatch the thing out of my hands before i have the chance of fully examining the thing? saying that you're demo-ing? why not you demo in advance then? i don't get things now. and i dont want to do anything but go to sleep. or just slack my life away. hello? has anyone noticed? exams are over. break time, anyone?

eunice don't cry be brave & strong!

OMSKY LAH, TODAY WAS SUPER FUNNY.

some poeple were selling bras in school! and then ms peh was talking to her class and it was superly funnyyy! like this.

ms peh: all those who bought the thing just now during recess, go buy a sandwich from the canteen now and eat it in class.

her class: (innocently) what thing?

ms peh: (reaches down for a plastic bag with a bra in it & holds it up) THIS.

LMAO! today went okay. pretty badly, actually. but whatever. bad days aren't often, so we treasure them right!

:D

i've got 50 qsns to set. :\ for p4s.

it is
good
to
give
thanks

WOW.

at this rate, mu stomache will be as big as mummy's in december. :\

EEEW.

i feel superly bloated now.

WOOOH, STRAWBERRY SHORTCAKE ROCKS!

I'M WEARING STRAWBERRY SHORTCAKE PAJAMAS NOW, HEHHHH.

CUTEEEEE! :D

HI.

i have 2 things today. good & bad. shall say the bad 1st.

at the inno-math workshop today, the trainer brought the things that we needed to produce our game, so the group representatives all ran up, and at the time, mrs tang was there, and then she took the mic and was SCREAMING into it. like, no joke. and without the mic she still could be heard from all the way at the back of the hall. SHE'S INSANE. SOMEONE GO BRING HER TO WOODBRIDGE. she needs anger management classes, fast. i pity her class.

now good! ^^ or rather, better.

today when i was waling to school, mary kept pestering me about the functions of the toy i won ytd for answering a qsn. but then, nancy was the one who told me the answer, and i had just spoken on her behalf, so i gave the toy to her. and while walking, i started thinking. about WT. God provided me the resources, so in a way, i've got a gift from Him. and i am returning it to Him, serving in JD. and then while walking halfway, i stopped. really! as in just stood there. i recalled something i wrote in my diary once. it was about playing the piano for the little Sunbeam kids. and then when i reached the hall, i was like, wow. HEHH. hm. well. I'M GNA PRAY! :D

Jesus guide my way
light my path anew each day
illumine my direction
and strengthen me to obey

rescue my whole being
from searching, running, hurting
You are my direction
O Lord lead the way

HELLO!

here eunice is. she didn't run today. she fell asleep. like baby!

¡FUI UNA CHICA TRAVIESA! (that was spanish. ^^ )

and i ate so much today! MUMMY, LOCK UP ALL YOUR SNACKS. i'm going to eat up everything. HERE THE MONSTER COMES FOR AN INVASION!

Yo no quiero ir al taller de inno-matemáticas mañana. su tan aburriendo, y mi extremo dolerá otra vez.

¡Español otra vez!

~(^L^)~

xD

HI

the inno math workshop is so. so. SO. un-fun! i expected it to be better. but! i've got charmaine<3 in my group! so its much better with her around! today was pure HARE&TURTLE CRAZINESS! the trainer brought LOADS of games for us to play. and my group didnt know what the directions were, so we just made up our own game! which was supely hilarious. we had the who-can-place-all-the-thingos-into-the-thingo-mould the fastest game, and then we had the choo choo train game, and then we had the green goblin, new goblin game, and then we had the with-Christ-in-the-vessel-we-can-smile-at-the-storm game and then we laughed and laughed at the way the trainer said "mansa selection". xD OMSKY LAH, I LAUGHED TILL I CRIED. hehhhh. and i've been eating & eating & eating like really alot! CHIPS, BISCOTTI, CREAM PUFFS, FRUIT TARTS.

):< no good for my tummyyyyy. but never mind, cos i'm going running again today. ^^, its quite fun actually. wheee. in the evening.

OHYEAH. in the powerpoint slide right, he did this smiley -> ~(^L^)~

LMAO!

HI.

school was as expected today. BUT NOT TMR ONWARD! :D we're gna have the inno-math workshop thing! HEHH, I RMBED TO BRING MY CONSENT FORM SO I DIDNT HAVE TO DO THE CATERPILLAR DANCE! xD okay lah, its thanks to charmine who smsed me. and.

a plan is in progress.

HEHHHH.

OUCHHHHH

you'll think i'm mad, but i'm not. i've become stiff as a log, so now i'm sitting on the hard, hard floor, and typing this entry. and the laptop is in front of my foot, so i have to reach forward to type. and yes its hard.

MAN I'M DEPRESSED!

i am going to die when training starts again next term. i can't flex my foot anymore when i stretch! MAN I NEED SOMEONE WHO IS VERY STRONG AND HAS A HIGH TOLERANCE OF SRILL SCREAMS TO PUSH MY FOOT BACK MAN.

MR TAN! why you go transfer school lah. now no one help me aldy. ):< and now i cannot do split aldy. cos got no one to twist my leg and make it cramped. AND. i was like. A FEW CMs AWAY FROM MY FOOT! come back mr tan! i want my peach tea during training! i don't like 100+. ): me loe is too strict aldyyyyy! BLEEEEAHHH.

GO EUNICE!

you shall now witness the wonders of QT. :D

Romans 15:7
Accept one and other, then, just as Christ accepted you, in order to bring praise to God.

John 13:34
A new command I give you: Love one another. As I have loved you, so you must love one another.

not only accept, but love! and its a command. wow. so everyone, love me, hate me, i love you still.

and if you're wondering, none of this stuff is in the DJ thing. hehhh. after QT one day i was just browsing through my Bibe, and i found a page on friends, and there i found Romans 15:7, and then today just now, i suddenly remembered the phrase "a new command i give you", and then i asked my mom if there was any verse starting with that, and YES THERE WAS! and there is was, talking all about love.

yes i have started color coding my posts. church besties are in lime green, verse refrences in orange, verses in purple, lyrics in pink-red and kellock besties in blue! off i go.

HELLOO!

the bridge to TERABITHIA was so nice! i don't care if hannah thought it had a crappy ending or whatever. it was rather sad... but it had some Christian stuff in it! and i tell you the movie theater was deserted. only 4 people. and there was a tech glitch. and it was so scary lah! half way through the advertisment, then BOOM. blank. dark. and by the time the movie started(which was a good half hour+ later) i finished my nachos and cheesy hot dog aldy. -.-? yup. and then right, before it started, right after the tech glitch, i heard footsteps and they were so loud i was like superly scared lah, for some reason. turned out to be henderson girls. what on earth right. yes, i know. lunched then went to get bubble tea. WOW I TELL YOU, the bubble tea @ GREAT WORLD CITY is very expensive. like $2.80 per cup? and i've been having a freaky headache.

I HATE HEADACHES.

yes i do.

okay, off i go now.

see you in terabithia!

HELLOOOO!

I'M GOING TO WATCH THE BRIDGE TO TALI-SOMETHING WITH MY SISTER TODAY! :D

later. :D LOL. we've go an errand to run today! we've got to go undercover to raffles city tower 31st storey, photocopy a document, then give the people at the counter the un-photocopied one and keep the photocopied one! :D YAY YAY YAYY. and then we're going to watch the movie! and then have lunch i think. at GREAT WORLD CITY! :D YAY I LOVE GREAT WORLD CITY!

all i want to do
is be close to You
and all i want to say
is thank You for the way
You love me
You love me

helloooo!

today has been such a day. i don't really think i'm looking forward to anything. and i don't really think i.... er. i dunno. i don't know what to think lah. i really, absolutely hate it when people moodswing on you & like -.-

i just don't feel the love

i don't care if it sounds wrong to you or if it doesn't make sense to you. i'm very sianed now. i don't feel like watching spiderman3 anymore.

all thanks to you

but whatever. i don't have to deal with these type of people. there's really no need to waste my time.

if you don't like me, fine.

i won't like you too.

and neighbours,

do you think you can spare us a tiny bit of thought and just stop fighting for one moment we are at home? do you even look at the clock?

i am very pissed.

thank you.

you ruined my lovely day.

HELLO ALL! :D today i woke up at the unearthly hour of 6AM. and then i waited 3 and a half hours for my parents and finally got to go out. caught a bit of the JD rehersal, then YBed. and b;ah blah, my day was rather uneventful. :D

off i go.

TMR I'M WATCHING SPIDERMAN3! :D

QT! (:

(one of the verses)

John 1:12
Yet to all who received Him, to those who believe in His Name, He gave them the right to become Children of God.


this is profound-er than my definition of prayer. which was P-R-A-Y-E-R, by the way. ^^ the QT thingo space is so small. my hand hurts from writing in it. and why am i suddenly doing QT?

I'M JUST SUPERLY DUPERLY ENCOURAGED!

by joshua low, who did his QT at night and fell asleep, and CONTINUED THE NEXT MORNING and jabez who did everything, which i was not expecting, for some reason.

YAY.

HELLOO!

i'm having a really bad headache now. :\ GAH I HATE HEADACHES. and i don't know why i look so tired today. LOL. because i didn't have my saturday dose of ETHEL! yay i love my ethel. hm. i sat with gifford and thaddeus during the 1st part of service. and the survey was a bit. odd. the qsn asked. QSN5! HA. okay. ssh. and the game before worship was too! LOL. gideon looked very funny doing the tree thing. hm. yup svc was quite okay. cos charmaine sms-ed me during svc! YAY HAHA. HARE&TURTLE<3>yup. then i left after svc and went straight home. i was wondering what to eat while wandering ard tiong bahru plaza and then i smelt bread talk and wow, it smelt sooo good. so i bought bread talk! for dinner! :D HAHA. i'm being odd. and bubble tea. i'm really drinking too much. HAH. and. OHYEAH I LOVE MY SWEETS NOW! cos they're in caleb's box! and the box looks so nice! HAHA. I LIKE. and now smth i found somewhere.

yup. off i go to entertain my xanga!

:D

HELLO WORLD!

i just figured how to use blogger with COLOR!

anyways. I WON'T BE ABLE TO MEET UP WITH MY BESTFRIEND TODAY! because she's sick. gastric flu away! but there will be giffordd! :D but. you see. during discussion we won't be in the same group. and the mean mean poeple will be mean again! ):< OTHER people who are more worthy of my time. so to my group members now. MEAN THEN MEAN LOH, I DON'T CARE ><

oooh, i want to watch so many movies! :D

1. HARRY POTTER & THE ORDER OF THE PHEONIX
2. bridge to thali-something
3. SPIDERMAN3
4. shrek3

WE wanted to watch spiderman3 together but :\ ethel couldn't make it. and harry potter & the order of the pheonix is reserved for gom, but i'm not too sure lehhh. and #2 & #4 is like anything anything one. :D

okay.

byebye people.

hello worldd! :D i have decided to post smth long here. :D i haven't posted long posts in a looong time. :D HEHHH.

EXAMS ARE OVER. YES, THEY ARE. WOOOOH! :D and you know what? i really hate the math paper that was so hard it made me lose my head & cry. HATE IT TO THE CORE! weely weely no nice. and you know what people? i didn't pass. :\ i dont think i'm going to pass science. i passed chinese. 23/40. i don't think i did very well for SA1. x.x? i'm so dead for PSLE.

OH. mrs ong wasnt at school today and ytd cos her daughter met with an accident. i know she's not going to see this, but whatever. take care, mrs ong! 6lavender may be the laziest and the worstestest, but we're here! and mrs ong's daughter, recover soon! so we can have our teacher back! LMAO. no lahhh.

okay. i feel like i'm talking to myself.

so off i go.

eunice, don't cry! you must be brave and strong!

THIS PICTURE IS SUPERLY FUNNYYY! I LIKE. :D

OKAY.

I AM DONE.

PEACE.

can this work?

no one better delete this one.

or else.

TEST(:

TEST

HI

someone deleted my old blog

so here i am.