& is this it?

eunice has a big decision. and i don't know what to do with it. yeah, pray. i feel silly, you know? not turning to Jesus when this decision is about Him. i've got nothing to lose, loads to gain. but then there's always this uncertainty. i'm not saying that i'm totally giving up or anything, but. its scary when your future depends on a "yes" or "no", you know? like, will i be able to catch up with everything? will i be able to fit in at _? it will be a completely new environment, and everything will be new. tougher. plus _? doesn't that sound scary? plus if i want to socalled secure a place, i've got to work like no one's buisness. i'm talking 3 grades in half a year! & everything with PSLE and WT and it just seems really... challenging. but lookie here. its what i want to do. & i'm pretty sure its what God wants me to do. but then i don't want to throw my grades away, but taking _.

ah, i'm stuck.

LIN QIN JIE,
BU YAO FANG QI
PLEASE!
YAO YONG GAN DE MIAN DUI TA.
YING WEI SHI ZHI DE DE.

Illumine my direction,
O Lord lead the way.

eunice don't cry! you must be brave & stong!

more than conquerors through Him.