i swore i knew the melody
that i heard you singing
and when you smiled
you made me feel
like i could sing along

but then you went and changed the words
now my heart is empty
i'm only left with used to bes
and once upon a songs

true friends? yeah, friends.

i'm sick of being labeled the gullible, innocent little girl.

i've got a brain, and i'm going to stand up for me.

you know what, friends? you may not even know i'm talking about you, but you know what? there's one thing as point blank as point blank gets. I DON'T CARE.

you want to treat me like rubbish, go ahead. you should never have told me about the gathering in that case. stop thinking that you know me very well, because you know, friends, you don't even scrape the tip of the ice berg. stop trying to force guys onto me, friends, saying "i know who you like" and whisper whisper whisper in attempts to provoke me, because, friends, i'm going to stop falling for that incredibly low act. for the last time, friends, i don't like anyone. because, friends, i haven't got the time, and i'm really not interested, and i don't like to compete especially when i know i'm going to lose. it is getting really pissing. how would you like it if i, friends, whispered to my friends whenever you talked to your supposed crush? how would you feel, friends, if i went around, ruining your friendships with people whom you really do treasure?

NONE of you, friends, are worth my tears, worth my sleepless nights, worth the emotion sad.

JESUS LOVES YOU.
aren't you grateful?